Sucked my first black cock, feel conflicted but want to continue

I consider myself straight in public, bisexual/submissive in private. I have always been hypersxual. I have been watching cuckold porn for a decade now. I was very ashamed for a long time until I met up with more and more women I met online and many were open to cuckold and bisexual bbc threesomes. In fact I talked many into getting blacked for the first time ever.

Eventually I got the courage and broached the bi cuck thing with some of my partners and got lots of positive feedback. I won't lie I chickened out the first few times. First I fondled a bulls balls, a different time I licked his balls and briefly licked the bulls shaft. Both were either white or latino, no black guys yet. Some of my fwbs werent into black guys.

I finally found a woman that was open to that. We all met up, we had weed and a few shots. We did a normal straight threesome and I was about to chicken out when I decided to go for it. I jacked him off into her mouth, I licked his balls as she rode him and finally I started to suck his big black dick.


It felt amazing at the time, we kissed with his cock in between our tongues, he pushed our heads together to kiss and he really enjoyed us tag teaming his dick. I only briefly sucked his cock on my own. This only lasted 5-10 minutes out of an hour of sex. This was my last meeting with my fwb as she was entering a vanilla relationship. She said

I immediately felt conflicted afterwards. I am not really one for labels, especially since its private, I just consider myself bisexual but to be honest it felt more and more gay for a few days. I told my fwb I felt weird about it and she asked why since I seemed so natural at it. It made me feel worse lol. I even avoided my collection of bi cuck porn. This only lasted a week and I am mostly back to replaying it in my head, masturbating.

I have even fantasized about being spitroasted by other not publically bisexual bbc bulls. I even have been looking in the LA area to find a BBC to service. I still feel conflicted some of the time.


Did any of you have a hard time adjust and fully accepting it?
I consider myself straight in public, bisexual/submissive in private. I have always been hypersxual. I have been watching cuckold porn for a decade now. I was very ashamed for a long time until I met up with more and more women I met online and many were open to cuckold and bisexual bbc threesomes. In fact I talked many into getting blacked for the first time ever.

Eventually I got the courage and broached the bi cuck thing with some of my partners and got lots of positive feedback. I won't lie I chickened out the first few times. First I fondled a bulls balls, a different time I licked his balls and briefly licked the bulls shaft. Both were either white or latino, no black guys yet. Some of my fwbs werent into black guys.

I finally found a woman that was open to that. We all met up, we had weed and a few shots. We did a normal straight threesome and I was about to chicken out when I decided to go for it. I jacked him off into her mouth, I licked his balls as she rode him and finally I started to suck his big black dick.


It felt amazing at the time, we kissed with his cock in between our tongues, he pushed our heads together to kiss and he really enjoyed us tag teaming his dick. I only briefly sucked his cock on my own. This only lasted 5-10 minutes out of an hour of sex. This was my last meeting with my fwb as she was entering a vanilla relationship. She said

I immediately felt conflicted afterwards. I am not really one for labels, especially since its private, I just consider myself bisexual but to be honest it felt more and more gay for a few days. I told my fwb I felt weird about it and she asked why since I seemed so natural at it. It made me feel worse lol. I even avoided my collection of bi cuck porn. This only lasted a week and I am mostly back to replaying it in my head, masturbating.

I have even fantasized about being spitroasted by other not publically bisexual bbc bulls. I even have been looking in the LA area to find a BBC to service. I still feel conflicted some of the time.


Did any of you have a hard time adjust and fully accepting it?
Howdy.
No, i've never felt conflicted about sucking black cock.
Am not attracted romantically to men, black, brown, or white.
However, i've loved sucking cock since i was 12 years old and servicing almost all my horny pubescent friends.
Sucked my first black man when i was around 33.
It was the hottest cocksucking experience i'd ever had.
i repeated it with over half a dozen black men to equally sexy results.
Never had any cuckold tendencies (no judgement here whatsoever, it simply does nothing for me), however, the times i've hooked up with the sexiest, most well-hung black lovers were with the company of an ex-girlfriend from high school who'd looked me up on Facebook. We placed ads on craigslist as a ''married couple looking to spice up our marriage with a black lover''. There weren't any cuckish scenarios, but perhaps that was because of a lack of imagination on our parts.
Look, ditch the conflict and enjoy what you enjoy.
My only other advice is do what you can to be as good, i mean pornstar-good, at handling black cock.
There are a million white dudes after black cock, if you want to have some sexy black men, you MUST be great at what you want to do.
Think of it as being a super-cuckold, just without a lady involved.
Here's me bragging: i can easily deepthroat 11 inches until my lover nuts balls-deep into my stomach.
This skill has consistently gotten me the hottest black lovers.
Good luck with the spitroasting.
Tried anal once when i was 17, with a white guy in possession of a small dick, and it hurt.
Never did it again.
Am jealous of guys and gals who can get off on it, but then again, i am one of the very few men who can have an vagus nerve orgasm, so maybe it all evens out.
Black men are hot.
Go get some!
 
Yo siendo bien adolescente disfrute de mi primera vez con una pingona y aunque no era negra después de más de 40 años no he encontrado alguna de su mismo tamaño
Uy!
Lamento leer que, en 40 años, no has encontrado un palo negro tan largo como tu primer pene negro.
En que pais vives?
Hay hombres negros alla?
Vivo en Bolivia y no hay muchos Afrobolivianos en La Paz.
Cuando vivi en EEUU, disfrute bastantes hombres negros y mamando sus pingas enormes!
 
I consider myself straight in public, bisexual/submissive in private. I have always been hypersxual. I have been watching cuckold porn for a decade now. I was very ashamed for a long time until I met up with more and more women I met online and many were open to cuckold and bisexual bbc threesomes. In fact I talked many into getting blacked for the first time ever.

Eventually I got the courage and broached the bi cuck thing with some of my partners and got lots of positive feedback. I won't lie I chickened out the first few times. First I fondled a bulls balls, a different time I licked his balls and briefly licked the bulls shaft. Both were either white or latino, no black guys yet. Some of my fwbs werent into black guys.

I finally found a woman that was open to that. We all met up, we had weed and a few shots. We did a normal straight threesome and I was about to chicken out when I decided to go for it. I jacked him off into her mouth, I licked his balls as she rode him and finally I started to suck his big black dick.


It felt amazing at the time, we kissed with his cock in between our tongues, he pushed our heads together to kiss and he really enjoyed us tag teaming his dick. I only briefly sucked his cock on my own. This only lasted 5-10 minutes out of an hour of sex. This was my last meeting with my fwb as she was entering a vanilla relationship. She said

I immediately felt conflicted afterwards. I am not really one for labels, especially since its private, I just consider myself bisexual but to be honest it felt more and more gay for a few days. I told my fwb I felt weird about it and she asked why since I seemed so natural at it. It made me feel worse lol. I even avoided my collection of bi cuck porn. This only lasted a week and I am mostly back to replaying it in my head, masturbating.

I have even fantasized about being spitroasted by other not publically bisexual bbc bulls. I even have been looking in the LA area to find a BBC to service. I still feel conflicted some of the time.


Did any of you have a hard time adjust and fully accepting it?
Just accept it. It’s how it is supposed to be.
 
Don't fight it cuckold! If you truly are a submissive cuckold and believe in the BNWO then serving a BBC with your mouth is part of the deal. It's not so much a sexual thing but a power thing. Sure the BBC is getting his sexual needs net but it's more about him exercising his black power over you as a white man. It's a respect thing to service a BBC.
This right here is truth get down on your knees and BEG to suck BBC, it's far superior and you will really like it. And of course you are providing a service. embrace it beta cuck I did!
 
Most BBC are Doms; not bi...therein is the distinction. For most brothas, it is more about Dom/sub (dominance) then bi (being attracted to subs). Hope this helps you all to find a good alpha/Dom to serve.
EXACTLY.. Just like a mim had a pic of a BLACK KING getting sucked by a white *******.. said It is service, not gay.. The KING is bing serviced properly..
 
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Most BBC are Doms; not bi...therein is the distinction. For most brothas, it is more about Dom/sub (dominance) then bi (being attracted to subs). Hope this helps you all to find a good alpha/Dom to serve.
I have two responses. Yes We have had that trouble in our Ad's We don't want a BI Male ... We want a Bull so Dominant that he will take the sissy cucks Ass when my Lady and he want to . Also answering the topic of being conflicted . I am a sissy cuck. I have fluffed her Bulls but she wants me taken and used my a BBC Male. I am a virgin in this area . It will happen at some point . My conflict is ... I am pussy free ..and she wants to watch me be used ...What happens after that ? Am I going to have to keep doing it ? Do I want to ? I will do as told but will I like it ? I don't want to feel I am gay or even Bi . It is conflicting
 
I have two responses. Yes We have had that trouble in our Ad's We don't want a BI Male ... We want a Bull so Dominant that he will take the sissy cucks Ass when my Lady and he want to . Also answering the topic of being conflicted . I am a sissy cuck. I have fluffed her Bulls but she wants me taken and used my a BBC Male. I am a virgin in this area . It will happen at some point . My conflict is ... I am pussy free ..and she wants to watch me be used ...What happens after that ? Am I going to have to keep doing it ? Do I want to ? I will do as told but will I like it ? I don't want to feel I am gay or even Bi . It is conflicting
You won’t know until you try and you owe it to yourself and her to try.
 
I have two responses. Yes We have had that trouble in our Ad's We don't want a BI Male ... We want a Bull so Dominant that he will take the sissy cucks Ass when my Lady and he want to . Also answering the topic of being conflicted . I am a sissy cuck. I have fluffed her Bulls but she wants me taken and used my a BBC Male. I am a virgin in this area . It will happen at some point . My conflict is ... I am pussy free ..and she wants to watch me be used ...What happens after that ? Am I going to have to keep doing it ? Do I want to ? I will do as told but will I like it ? I don't want to feel I am gay or even Bi . It is conflicting
Just go with it and see where it takes you. Don’t try and put labels on it.
 
Just go with it and see where it takes you. Don’t try and put labels on it.
That is my problem I am very symbolic ... But that also works both ways - Negative and Positive. I love being my ladies sub - bitch - cuck ...lol I can't get enough of her control like a ******* addict and it defines me ---
 
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